november-one month left before 2011

There are a lot of thing I wanted to do before 2010 comes to the end.I'm 20 this year and thinking about doing some changes. Maybe...some make over -get a fresh look. Some says that new look helps you become new person. I really hope I'll become new positive person.I know what its take to move on, but change for good ain't a crime kan?
I gave up my childhood dream -becoming a profesional accountant -recently. Maybe I don't have the courage or maybe I just tired of trying. I don't know! All I can-pray for the best. Allah knows better, kan?
A couple of weeks before and after ayah and ibu went to Hajj, I was in emotional-unstable-state. Encik airmata sangat murah! A few night in a row which I cant remember for how long I cried,I realized that I longed for some care and love from people around me. Yeah! I'm such a LOSER! I regret for being "annoying" to some people whom I almost recognize as a friend. Too bad, they will just be classmate/roommates/people I know during my uni-life. But no worries, I never hate people before and I really hope that I will never ever hates one.

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